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بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم
May 23....hari yg unik...
photoshoot ngan syazwan,
isz,apih & tita.....tbe2 it makes me wonder...
is this a new beginning?
or a good ending?hahaha God knows why..
.aku beminat na jd RAWKSTAR
tp aku tade bakat maen gitar....aku minat na maen drum...tp i've nvr tried...not evn once..mihahahah...in my head theres a lot of probs that i cant xplain..
.i want to scream out loud
& freakin blow it out but im so weak..
.i want to solve these probs but im blind
i cant see...i wnder if death can make US happy...
ill do it...i swear...im sick and tired of this.
.i had enuff!!!...